Nightmare?

this is not the first time i having nightmare or bad dreams.... it always happen to me almost most of the time...haizz but this one is about someone who i love lie to me and go somewhere that i dun let and dint tell me... it was to complicated to tell the sistuation like how but then i felt it like real this time.. i was too sad when i found out the truth and now i feel like i dun trust anyone else anymore.. i dun know why...haizz felt so useless too... then i meet and accident and the pain was so real .. it not a car but dun know what thing it that which hit me... look like a lorry haizz then after that i woke up ..but seems the dream like too real i think it might happen to me one day....