It is over now?

i just deleted my old blog which seems inactive.. it was until the month of January but i dint post it out without reason...i slowly read one by one from yesterday and today i finish it at last...wondering that will this part of history happen again? .. i like was emo that time.....writing my feeling out ..cursing... and more ..but i wish it wont happen again...not to anyone....i just hope thing changes and will change me into a better person one day..