30 April 2008

Today... i made a school history... the first ever student who drop a
subject (Biology) in SMK Hillcrest... and that idiot turban boy... din't
come...--...and thank to my dad...who came to school last two day without me
knowing whether he come or not...

Yeah.... during recess i skip my meal
again...to hunt the PENGETUA ... which is the first ever pengetua who supported
the library funds ever...with more red spot reference book and other books...
relevant with our school syllabus..

but she was missing during my recess
time....so i enter the library and go kutuk someone inside there....(my duty)..when the bell rang.....
what i thought is..

"OH SHIT...FELECIA CLASS.....die die die" but

but when i wanted to go down..i saw that pengetua come up..and i ask her....and enter the office seeking for a teacher..whom i didnt know..
when i start hunting... i dint know that the teacher infront of me IS THE TEACHER i need to seek....instead i round the whole school looking for that teacher..in the end i wait in the office... wakaka.... then the teacher appear... - -" dun know how many things i missed out in the chemistry lab....then i follow her for another 15 min surfing the web...to edit my SPM details...lolz...after the change i quickly go back to the lab....lucky the teacher din't baham me today...

after school.... i go see the dentist.....with someone....who i will baham back to my side.. lolz...
so i change the band ..... green and dark purple... that will help me remember Ferum 2 oxide and potassium.......but while we were waiting... we play there instead = ="..you me la.. im still a kid...

then during the trip back.. i was asleep..and when i woke up we were in wangsa maju.......to drop me there la...cuz that someone suddenly got something to do....but in the end... we got down adn eat there......then that someone now have to go...and u can see that someone mouth open that wide... - -".....when that someone left... leave me alone.....again....i go back myself lor..but unlucky my slipper TORE == so i call S.O.S... lucky i know someone in wangsa maju or i really be barefooted back home......then when he come give me dun know whose pair of slipper.. i wore it la... and i see that CJ7 doll ..so i play play said that i wan la... and he really give me....wow... free gift for the day ...lolz....

then i went and sat the Purta Lrt back...and sit bus back lor.....and fix that stupid slipper ...then return home and online... lolz.... and guess what
TUNA IS ALIVE!

Being a librian SUX alot - -

yeah even though i have a post......as a treasurer....
i feel it is so f***ed when i enter the school library...
and one thing i hate the most.... i don't even know why i feel like that....
when i always see my juniors.. they will either say 'selamat sejatera, bang'..
and i just ignore or i will criticise them till i satisfied...
but when my junior say HI or YO... i straight say back hi or yo..
yeah.... although most of the seniors ex-specially the MTs...(excluding me) already scold the juniors to greet the Form 5.... but i think is a stupid thing and even waste of saliva.....
Beside as a treasurer.......
do i need to do the secretary work?..
shit them la... this year got a fat ass secretary.....a cheater vice-secretary and a good vice-secretary...but all are bums...lolz....

• Chairman/Pengerusi
• Vice-Chairman/Naib Pengerusi
• Secretary/Setiausaha
• Vice-Secretary 1/ Naib Setiausaha 1
• Vice-Secretary 2/ Naib Setiausaha 2
• Treasurer/Bendahari(me)

see how low is my rank...but i still have to do work for those bums and even the name list i recive...i myself slot it out and re-make a new list...(i will keep that list to myself untill the next treasurer is selected)......and this year i didn't give full support to any even or situation...happen in the library....
if so.. i will just say...lolz... see what can i do la...

and even worst... now the Form 4 librian are bugging me....cuz they want a post next year...so good good with me la... u know ....la...when u are useful they will stick to you but if you aren't... that you should know..

lolz.......another thing...there is hardly any chinese in the librian prefects.. - - and it really make me feel very very weird - -"

Hate you biology...

I do not wish to have Biology subject in my SPM examination
but the teacher craps say it under a package that school supply..
but what the hell...when we were in Form 4... the school dint mention about this package..
tomorrow im going to the office and take a letter to drop biology and MR KUL IF YOU DIN'T COME TOMORROW ... i cant help you to drop it... but sure i will ask tomorrow..

damn..got to pay RM 30 per change..and must change it before 15 May - -"

But honestly...biology is an interesting subject IF you have interest

ops...which bottle blow up...

Tuna,

• Where are you?
• Are you still alive?
• Why is your seat empty?
• Miss your craps le ^^"

and to someone.....

• I WILL EAT YOU BACK..... TO BECOME MINE!!!
• YOU SEE LA!!

lolz... basically... life must enjoy .......
enjoy it to the max....
but sometime things may go wrong...
you will think of unwanted stuff...
exspecially .....thinking how to commit suicide

yeah ..and thank to one of my friend...
accompany me when i was down......(dun want tell who)
but still i still miss that someone...

HaizZ

Bloggie

1. I am so lazy
2. Lazy to update you
3. Can you update yourself?

Lolz.. imagine... if you can type word in the computer WITHOUT using any movement of your hand and no keyboard... just when you think... it will be written out automaticly... cool..

I wish I have that technology!

2nd day...

yup i admit missed you a lot....

sad over you until now...

and haizz dun know what and how to explain

..



today...went damansara..

with parent again..

in ikano got earth day event till 27 april..

and my mum just ask the cashier for plastic bag....

but they wont give cuz ..earth day ma ,,, and there writen no bag and

blah blah la - -".

lol nvm la... i want to watch football.. dun know who vs who but sure MU today ....MU!!

lolz..

but instead... we go watch the forbidden kingdom..

till late midnight...

and it was ok ok...... not boring and not that interesting..

after then i enjoy the jam road ..

and fall asleep in the car..again....

thininking of someone..

but... haizz.

Picture Of You - The Last Goodnight

Picture Of You
The Last Goodnight

This is the clock upon the wall

This is the story of us all

This is the first sound of a newborn child,

Before he starts to crawl

This is the war that’s never won

This is a soldier and his gun

This is the mother waiting by the phone,

Praying for her son

Pictures of you, pictures of me

Hung upon your wall for the world to see

Pictures of you, pictures of me

Remind us all of what we used to be

There is a drug that cures it all

Blocked by the governmental wall

We are the scientists inside the lab,

Just waiting for the call

This earthquake weather has got me shaking inside

I'm high up and dry

Pictures of you, pictures of me

Hung upon your wall for the world to see

Pictures of you, pictures of me

Remind us all of what we could have been

Confess to me, every secret moment

Every stolen promise you believed

Confess to me, all that lies between us

All that lies between you and me

We are the boxers in the ring

We are the bells that never sing

There is a title we can't win no matter

How hard we might swing

Pictures of you, pictures of me

Hung upon your wall for the world to see

Pictures of you, pictures of me

Remind us all of what we could have been

Pictures of you, pictures of me

Hung upon your wall for the world to see

Pictures of you, pictures of me

Remind us all of what we could have been

yes or no?

what are you?
why you make human so addicted to you..
if i try you will i get my trouble away?
i so blur..you also smoke..
i dun want you to smoke
but it doesn't work..

then better i try also.
so no one can stop you

Vista Ultimate

Lolz nice?... i just upload it today...and guess what i got it for free!! thank to my brother.....

even the serial number.. too ^^v...

and my bother got Vista Home Basic.. Vista Home Premium.. and

of course Vista Ultimate.. lolz..

so do you want?

1 cents

5 cents

10 cents

20 cents

50 cents

lol and even

RM1 coins

WoW

and even

china's

americian's

thai's

korean's

coins - -"

today i collect all my coins that shatter 360 degrees in my room... and ... counted them.....and even use them for today trip to penguin house ¬.¬ .... today is the first time i use coins for everything...except that RM1 coins... ... cuz it doesn't contain any value..

beside today i did only one 'karangan' for my moral folio.... and need 2 more 'karangan' and a picture report to complete it...........but teacher want it tomorrow... ... if not ... cut marks.. lolz

but you all know my attitude la...

today penguin also become a good penguin.... study only....(tomorrow penguin exam).. strange kan? but hope penguin can do well... or be doom by me...and tuna...... happy go lucky with your Y Lun lolxxx..

i also wonder how girls can produce lots of craps or interesting stories in thier blog.......they can even crap one small thing into a few paragraph of words.......come worst to worst ---> pages of words.... yaya tuna.... i know my blog is boring... cuz i din't update... but i really have nothing to write already..... even when i do my essay and karangan... i will go blank halfway... but if you ask me points i can give u alot.... of points....(not politics topic... i never knew anything about them and even IPT)

by the way today...I FEEL WANT TO **** the rapid kl lady who ask me go buy the ticket at the automatic counter... she just say "go there and buy"...... i was like..." what the hell my wish to buy where i like" in me... but i just quietly go and buy and wait for the train .... lazy to argue with anyone today...lolz.....

then during the evening after i reach home....i met up with mrs tan again....and chit chat until my mum come back ....we were outside the gate chating and chating.... this and that... and even that day storm ... the worst storm ever hit sri gombak i seen...but still i like it...lolz..do you?... maybe malaysia will have snow storm if the north pole ice melt again.......

have you ever watch One Miss Call... by the american film industries?... it is a boring movie... i prefer the japanese one... even the ring tone... japanese film is still the best....when you watch it... maybe you will agree with me... lolz.........

and watch out... maybe someone will be calling you tonight...and you wont wish to know your future death :P

lolz... tuna...
i and penguin dint break la .... we settle out the problem... that day itself.....
and
to whom ever think that i wondering with a purple girl in the school...

"Bang... girlfriend you kris prs tu kan... "
"jangan tipu tipu..."

KRISTUNA IS NOT MY GIRLFRIEND>..<"... but one of my best friend ever... lolz.. haizz i wonder why in my school ....

HAIZzZZ

in school... during moral again... we do folio moral... dead line.. next week.. and the last task was given just TODAY... i wonder can i finish in time... and i need finish up my biology work.. .. and... hunt back my PEKA report... i wonder where i place it... hmm nvm i will redo it again with someone who not yet do....lol.....

just now in tuition... wow.... "no sweets and canned drink in class already''
and there is a group of idiots blame form 5 making the most rubbish...
instead... is them who trew all rubbish around ....but we get the blame..
....

now me want to continue watch my drama... cioz...

think...think...think!...
what to think ?
im always wondering what is going happen.... next
and so on... ... and.....zzzzzzz
....doink
eventually i got nothing to write in here anymore except any special event.. lol...
sometime i even think something that i shouldn't think of ...
that what they call simply think - -"
haizz im now really blank bloggy..... what to type what to type !..
a b c d ?
1 2 3 4 ?
a 2 c 4 ?
lolz.. ...
today tuition...well i skip bm class again but in other room...
playing bondage ..
tied up my friends..
see how they can untie themself..
but
when it my turn.... im safe ^^v cuz....
time up got to go hehe..
lol.. k k now i want go back to youtube b b..

tired day of walking in PC fair ....lolz...tuna where are you?

today.... i was glad that PHYSICS class called off today...
but got ACCOUNT test in tuition.....
we suffer well during that test.... ....
cuz...haizz...
you know la us... when will be study well one....
i guess the top sure wont be me....... lolz
.... but one thing... we gave up early ...and cabut as early as i can...
cuz i want go pc fair...lolz...
and one important thing ...that penguin.. also have account exam in the college...
lol god knows penguin.. did in there ....
but then penguin.. came here just in time ....and we went wangsa maju to sit lrt....
the parking fee at there ..haiz... better dun want to say..
when we reach and walk to pc fair.....
i just know that penguin.. do not know how to go there ¬.¬..
and even better when i walk halfway in hall 2...
my friends reach and call me...
for direction .......- -"...
and i have to walk back to hall 5 .... which where i entered just now.....and walk back to klcc suria ...... and lead them into the kl convention center back.... and even hunt down a girl name jessie there....at hall 3....
k k that where my leg start feeling strange abit....
and we stand in the middle of hall 3 and hall 2 and chat chat ..
that we shouldn't chat in PUBLIC....
and i think we cat it to loud.... lolz... ..
then i called penguin.. ask where is penguin.. la....
haizz..... just right at my left... but dint notice them wkakaka...
but then... cant join them... so gary ... vincent ...and i went into hall 1.... and make survey..
and i do buy a mouse for myself....lolz..
and it black..... .. now my whole comp is black,,,except the monitor colours wakakaka...
then we went trough the maze to hall 5 (exit - -") and even see butt..(girl la)...
and go back kl suria....
when we reach...... ...... good news for me.... penguin.. dun know how to come out... so... we
have to walk back to KL convention center again .... and it was raining.... and i not that wet..
but i really fed up ...why we cant enter hall 5? ... but have to walk until hall 3 and enter there - -
then when we reach.... i guess penguin.. fed up also cuz ...all like ..haizz dun know what to say...
we went up 3rd floor ..and visited the toilet.. and just after that... we enter the hall again ...but not that hall 1234 and 5 ... - -
and blah blah...
then found penguin..

i really lazy to type and i just ran out of point...

haizz
but best thing... is in the banquet hall..in there. only they promote speaker... and the music bass was switch to the max.... till u can feel it outside..
and we have to travel out to hall 5 in the maze and that maze was crowded... lolz..
and it was KILLING TIRED!
then we went avenue K and eat at kim gary restaurant ..
and we do fill the survey form.. in a nice way.. ( you shouldn't want to know)..
and after that we go to the lrt station .. and was crowded ...also..
so after we brought the tickets... we just stand in the train and travel..and talk rubbish..
but penguin.. and i stop at wangsa maju only.......but since no one in my house.... penguin.. came over and play play an go back at 8.13 something... loz...
k k i really lazy to write now ..bai bai...

now i just adjust the equalizer and make the bass even louder.... and boom my room ..

- -"

want to join?

AND TUNA WHERE ARE YOU!!! WHY I CANT SEE YOU IN THERE!

10/04/2008

today..
im now single...
funny?
lolz..
sorry penguin.. i been bad to you...
blame it all to me...
i cant really be want you wanted me to be..
and i realty have alot of things to tell you..
cant forget ur smile...
but
as long you are happy..
im happy too..

but...

what?
im okie ...just one night of sadness...
the next day..
...im done lolz..

life must enjoy to the max...

human have around 70 years to live.....

and most important friends....
but i cant now really trust any of my kai kor or kai di.. except my kai jie
just my friends only... and they are always be with me when im down..
even though they didnt know im sad - -" ...
now my room is in a big mess of colour papers...
i like colours... and every time im sad.....i just need look at bright colours then im ok.... easy? loz...
i feel lonely now...
but im happy...
and still strong....
wondering shall i still continue my current lifestyle?
or change for good?

LOLZ WHAT I CARE!
cuz i will decide later after i really reach target age of 17 lolz...
still got way alot of space to enjoy..
today i learn how to use the word 'fuck' ..omg

IN MANY WAYS

my friends really change me alot...
and we plan to skip school tomorrow...
and im in it!.. ...

lolz... i wonder ..

i did ask someone to call me... until now there is no response - -'

but never mind... i can spend time with my songs .. (even though i haven't have the song of my mind play yet)
and... i wonder when i really will scare of SPM...
like i didn't revise my PHYSICS and ACCOUNT...
and i wonder when i free to drop biology ¬.¬"
hmm kk la i want to end here ... maybe later on i will blog back ... wakakaka
and

penguin... sorry,

wish you all the best facing the future,

no one will know what will happen next.

KIN TATT

....blur... blur....

angry?

...no

sad?

... for my pencil case...

confuse?

..i think so..

what more?

.... dun know what to say...i want penguin!i want PENGUIN!!!

haizz.. today i just argue with parent..... my pencil case zip tore...and what? haizz tension with that f***ing biology subject... when can i really drop it... haizz. i skip english and the first time i skip chemistry class .......and ended up somewhere in MyComic reading DorAemon... i like doraemon... .....just for that pocket only.....
today i also din't eat anything but chocolate... wow... i want be fat!... haizz...
dun know la...
and great i hurt my feet... no one cares....

My Gums Still Bleeding

eversince i put on my braces ....
my gums non-stop bleeding....
is that normal?
scary... aready having low blood pressure...
later no blood pressure..
you can see me in the other world --"
..
someone help me to stop my gum bleeding ...
loz...

Another Saturday ......

as normal for a student....
on saturday ..sure will have co-curriculum or tuition classes....
or even skip everything and go out
or even sleep at home....like a pig..

LOLZ

for me i will have account tuition and physics tuition - -" quite tired waking up early at 10 or even 9...
but mostly ...automatically i will wake up at 4 or 5 in the morning - - even i sleep at 3 in morning... i will sure wake up at 5 am ..


then i will go switch on music.....to keep me awake from sleeping ...
even that fail to keep me awake sometime .......
and worst... u can see me on the floor sleeping ....


sometimes i even dun eat in the morning...
that where my mum become red... and scary...
and that me ran out the house A.S.A.P. to tuition lol..

when i in tuition during account...
i can learn account subject and understand it easily...
but i tense to forget it EASILY too..

but for physics...
no to know what will the situation when
two guys...become GAY and GAY the whole class..

when end.... straight go walk around..
sometimes even go take train go wangsa maju to walk walk..
but now i think cant already..
cuz..now after tuition end.. mostly penguin will bawa me makan makan
and force me to choose a place to eat...make my headache worst . . .

before 6 i will reach home.. sometime 7... lol
if i reach home at 7 mean. i not going out... but will get a nice lecture from my mum..
but if early then 6 that mean i maybe going out with my parent..

then during the night...as usual i will chat non-stop...
and even boom my room with various type of music..
but not dirty music... lolz

now... i even sleep at 3 or 4 because i waited someone to be home..
then i can sleep...
never wait anyone this late before...

while waiting.. i will go read a book which i read it over and over again
or chat online ...
but never touch my school books..
lolz.....(spm this year kin....THIS YEAR!)
then when everything settle... time to go sleep....
but ... i maybe will not sleep cause.. i drink coffee mostly everynight!

LOLZ...

if i din't sleep... mean....
on monday i will sleep in school!

hmm should i write another post?..

NO

what maybe will happen next?

i just realise how stupid am i...

how weak am i..

how useless am i..

..............

whatever..... rubbish ..

i think now i have to focus into

myself more better then anyone helping me..

haiz.. wonder if i can change tonight or maybe still need the time
and still need to resolve some question that have been asking myself long time ..

and i really suffer enough...
i need to cleanse all the pain i suffer and stop being a fool... maybe....
alot of thing have to be done ... even healing back the wounds i suffer from the past..
usally someone will discourge me to do so... but i will ingore them..
the pain i suffer will remain as my pain not yours..
i deal it myself..
maybe by tomorrow i be diffrent ...or same...
but my mind will change...

CT Scan.....

OMG today i slept more then 12 hours...and i skip school again ..hehe because today have to go hospital to check up...or more scan...cuz my doctor advice me to scan as i was having headache for past few times.... (one year ..lol)....
then then i see the time.. omg.. im late ..(not for school but to see a doctor in any hospital or NEUROLOGIST...)
lol only my dad and i went to Ampang Puteri Hospital.....
like twice or more i been there cuz last time i did my operation there...
i DONT miss anything there and everything there is still the same there..
except the payment.....
then then... i go follow my dad go see his doctor first ...
cuz he last time accident and his leg got dislocated.... (dun drive when you drunk)
then after that i go see la.. the NEU NEO what ever neo....
a malay = = " got DATUK somemore... haizzzz..
after normal check up... my dad ask the doc for the scan..
go down and have to wait after 2... lunch time for them..
then we go eat... at coffee been ampang.... .. haizz...
eat chicken pie and salad... my favourite... but...
not that nice - -".. next time dun ask me go there and eat...
but i like the cuppachino there then go back for the scan...
have to go.... cuz have something urgent...
so i been left alone... wondering the whole hospital myself...
but my mum came after 30 minutes...
and we waited quite long... an hour..haizz....
after like 1hour and some minutes... they call me in..
CT scan.. i saw it on the door....
then they tie me up on the bed and scan...
that time i remember about a magnetic scan...
i have my braces on...
maybe will stick on the tube wakakak...
scarry .....then then after scan... have to wait another 1 hour for result pulak . .= =" (they though i check in one night)

then after that ... we went home.. and i get wet because of that damn heavy rain = =