~(No Idea)~

Free day?
Nop,

Renovation interrupted my sweet sleep again.. and I'm freaking hungry rite now.
Too hungry until I don't even know what to do next.
Study?.. lazy la....
Actually I have no intension to score my subjects,
As long I pass the semester, I'm ok with it.
I don't really care much about it,
Cause MY OWN PERSONAL problem.
Sometimes I don't even sleep and waste my time doing nothing online,
Slumber around
And even damaged my lifestyle
Very rare people will notice the change in me
I assume non will notice it XD~

Hey any recommended sleeping pill?
I guess I might need one some day =D

Just a dream

When I was sleeping with YOU.
I dream of a month, December
Which was my favorite month of each year.
Not just because of my birthday...
Cause it is a free and easy month for me.

It was raining and cool breeze enter my house free and easy,
Everything was green,
As in my garden,
Plants in my room,
It was a perfect green house,
With various plants,
Green, My favorite color,

And siting on the couch,
It was you,
You were beautiful,
No one can compare what I seen,
Your beauty from inside till it shown,
Clearly against my naked eyes.

You told me something,
That really make me gay,
My mum standing there,
Speechless,
Looking at her son,
Together with you,
The joy that spread out,
Was a great news for my family,

Then I woke up,
And think back,
I was just a dream,
But I realize,
It can be true,
I and you together,
Till the end.

DamN YOU flu~

This is the ever 1st time i'm having such flu during exam period ....
quite fun..
actually i more curious of what colour that H.E. ( HUBUNGAN ENTIK ) will be printed out and i might be quarantine for having such flu XD

Oh well if that happen i wish the whole DMT1 follow along~ XD

Lately my house renovation.... the noises non-stop flowing...drilling... trowing..and even shouting...and barking ( that is my chiwawa doing renovation in his cage )

My love still loyal to you..pingu.. but lately i felt something different in between us.. is like.. the feeling that i suppose to share with you have gone after you said something to me. its hurts me a lot... until now but i hid this feeling from you as i know you won't read my blog nor notice it

every time you were beside me.. i felt secure , happy , glad that you are here with me...
but why at that same time,
i felt cold and thinking when will it happen again?
that the answer i been looking for...
but yet i'm afraid to reveal it as i'm afraid knowing that i will lose you that moment i know that answer.

Flu Flu~ aww first time ever get a wonderful flu~
today i wish wont enter quarantine exam room or i will just sleep there for HE and later on resit for that paper~ XD

IT THE 9TH WEEK!.....what am i still doing =="

9th week of sem 1 in college life =D
still.. i'm wondering what did i done..
i enjoy more then i study = ="
that is a real fact..

i pity someone...
for a far-distance relationship really suffering ..
depends on both of them ....
if one decide to end...
bye bye the 'attach status' at facebook XD!

Why am i so random today.......
i been thinking ..and thinking.... and listening song..
pop...to rock...and even jazz ...
found in my hardrive =="

VIruS found ~ deleted

Porn found ~ hidden in some folder

Picture found ~ soon to be uploaded in facebook

== what am i crapping today

HEY MY CARD READER SPOILT... kris...can you buy for me =D

As time past by = ="

Yeah if you were wondering another emotional post...i might think it is 50-50 true =D
years passed by damn fast, as i learnt quite some stuff...

but why i just cant get any better then the past of me? college life quite fun, and also fustrated as more and more assignments are coming in...........yes...i may did the most in my group...but only 2 of us..and i know that my partner will face trouble if he does it..so i take the risk of doing his part... so that it would be easier for him...i'm still kind ==" but i can be evil as i want... if i really wan...
beside, being a treasurer is also 30% survive ==" as no one will listen to me.... cause if i open my mouth..they know what i want...

im the youngest in the class...=D...err but i am not being called as a kid =X.... pity that someone among my course mate being called as kid...well he is quite cute too and have a funny character...(ps...i not gay)

Pingu... i still love you XD...after all i did wrong..you still forgive me...and i dint even manage to improve myself well...haiz...i just wish i can be the perfect one for you..............

hey kirs........i miss you XD

Tomorrow is .......some college mass call =X

Yup, mass call....... and I wonder what shall I do there ?
Went out with pingu again...this time shopping time =D...
What we buy is non of your concern =D...
But in the end we just do nothing at home ....
blah blah skip this part =D

Well this morning ( as in 4 AM ) there is a new desktop...meant for my father...way much more high tech then my current desktop ... so nice, so cool, so interesting but still i loved my own desktop set..no matter how worst it is now, cause I been using it for a lot of own thing.... entertainment, work , pleasure and more. Moreover, I finished watching season 4 of prison break....and I feel a bit scary.. brain tumor...nose bleed....hey I always nose bleed....ever since form 4 .....

(Interrupted by pingu call.....really a fat pig....sleep again)

after that fear hunt me.....out of the sudden I felt like hunting a song to hear...and a friend of mine gave me wrong title.......as i only know the chorus part of the song....and cost me 4 hours hunting that song in youtube, baidu and qihoo... yes it is a chinese song...=D and I'm a banana that why it take so long for me to hunt a chinese song = =" . I should use that amount of time to sleep...much more better...but what to do? my elder bro fought with his girlfriend and now apart for a moment - -" that why he is back home and booming his love story song - -

dotz

great I can't sign in my Live Messanger account at my own computer ... how sad = ="
assume that no one miss me =D
just went to TarC and toke a form =D
want to change course =X
and now just bugging how to sign in my msn = =

Hey ! = ="

Dewar's Awesome Foursome Challange 2009.....
what do I know from there?
free whisky , goodies.... and some money from there =D
*Ops I'm underage to drink , but who cares...lets drink =D and don't be caught by parent !

well yesterday I went back to P.T.u.T ...
and what? ...... Tilak Ane asked me that I still alive ka?
like around 6 months I never went back there....
cause too lazy to go there...
and also don't feel like going there...
cause remind me of some event =D
Don't want tell you what happen =X

Busy dated booked =
1) 29 May (Fri) - Templart Park
2) 20 June (Sat) - Orna ( I'm not going this one...I going P.D)
3) 10 July (Fri) - Tropicana
4) 15 Aug (Sat) - Bukit Jambul (Penang here I comes =D)
5) 12 Sept (Sat) - Plam Resort (Johor)
6) 2 Oct (Fri) - Gading Raya (Jakarta =X)
7) 30 Oct (Fri) - Dalit Bay ( KK, I must go =D)
8) 20 Nov (Fri) - Kota Permai
AND
9) 17 Dec (Thu) - KL Golf & Country Club

HelLo BloGy

Yes I din't update my blog.... quite sometimes..
Certain people bugged me before... and I ignored it..
Cause... I'm so damn lazy to type eversince my 16th Birthday passed..

What else?....
A lot things I learnt,
Mistakes that I committed,
Things that I din't wish to do, but I did it.

and more?

Anyway, I have a dog now.... a chiwawa...called JJ
dun't even know why my little brother named it that way.
but who cares? As long it stay away from my shoes,
I will be fine =D

1. . . 2 . . . 3 . . .

i kinda blur,
very blur. . .
keep repeating myself,
1.. 2.. 3.. where are you?
this question i keep asking to myself,
from the start,
to find where are you?..
penguin.......
i so blur now ..
very blur.....
where are you?
i know i hurt you a lot from past,
but then i also suffuring from my mistake.
you said you need time,
i will wait for you,
but i scare,
will i last?