Kin

I'm Kin... a silly boy who always get himself in trouble always and there is no cure to it. Your answer, may sound shaky but it is your decision. I really don't know who I'm really am. Every single night, thinking of the next day, how will it be without it. Every single moment, pretending to be cheerful, just hoping others to smile back and deep inside me is just the pain that I held inside.
I'm not like this. I should be what other people said, happy, cheerful, and enjoy life, but it seems like I'm just sad, scared and disappointed every single moment. Some friend really tried to cheer me up, but not really as I don't like to drag my friend along to my own sorrow.