Sunday, March 14, 2010
??....Random?
Hurtful moment when my mind against my emotional.....
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Until Now
You told me you feel very comfortable when I'm around, but for me it is an up and down feeling feeling for me as I do not want to worry nor care about you... I'm trying to move on. You care mostly for yourself but rarely care about me.
Friday, February 26, 2010
My Intake = ="
DMT... more likely to be known the most united course (as in helping each other or in terms of communication) in TarC. My intake consist of 27 student with different ages... yet I'm still the youngest of all =D... sadly in term of mentality , some kid is younger than me.
Beside there is 2 more student who is the same "kind" as me..... I was thinking that, so small course got at least 3 PLU already - -" . Of course one is Panda' ex who need helps but do let in any aids given by us. The main problem with him is that HE ALSO DON'T HELP HIMSELF, therefore we ignore him when he needed help or something related to him.
The another person... kinda like me..and it is scary that he is also one of the top student in class..... and weird in a way ... but still he help us a lot by contributing all his maths answer to us =D
Overall everything seems ok yet I don't really know why I choose this course as there is no Chemical Engineering in TarC ~
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Nuisance
Please Kin..take over your emotion and do not let it happen again .... haiz..
Why everything have to happen like this... It is not I'm hoping for anyway...
Thanks to everybody who cares.. but I really don't know what to do
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Happy CNY & Valentine along ~
As for me, I don't really felt the atmosphere as I felt very lonely yet it is quite sad as there is nothing I can do even with the present of relatives, I still feel lonely for the first time ever I celebrated CNY. Yet I still thinking about you... How are you?
Haiz.. I still cant stop thinking about you. Life just go on and on.
Friday, February 12, 2010
Kin
I'm not like this. I should be what other people said, happy, cheerful, and enjoy life, but it seems like I'm just sad, scared and disappointed every single moment. Some friend really tried to cheer me up, but not really as I don't like to drag my friend along to my own sorrow.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Hmm.... Pity
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
People Like Us
My outline:~~
Introduction: PLU is a term for Lesbian Gay Bisexual Transsexual (LGBT) of Singapore and Malaysia.
Content:
i. Roles
a) Top – The masculine figure of the relationship. (assertive, protective)
b) Bottom – The feminine figure of the relationship. (passive, receiving)
ii. Appearance & Attitude
a) Varied personalities, as expected in any society; straight-acting, soft, conscious of appearance, predatory, etc.
b) It is assumed one side of a lesbian relationship is more daring than the other, more openly masculine. Affirming with top role.
c) Homosexual male are usually more accepted by females than males.
d) Most are friendly, due to always trying to avoid hostility with others, due to less acceptance in society, which will be covered later .
e) Usually would try to expand their social network, though the internet/meetings, as the gay community is small and isolated in smaller towns and cities in the country.
iii. Rejection
a) Mostly disapproved by society, family and many religions.
b) With the unproven notion that homosexual men are the cause of higher rate in the spread of HIV/AIDS.
c) Due to this, PLU are not willing to expose their identities, and therefore ‘stay in the closet’.
Conclusion: It is the 21st century. In order to further support the modernization of the world and it’s societies, people should start accepting others for who they are, and not conform to discrimination against certain individuals who are different. They are still human.
In fact I did admit myself as a PLU as I'm really a Bisexual in front of the whole course mate... and they got impress....and lucky I did not loses any friends =D.
As for the teacher comments....
She said I have influence of mother tongue.. Do I speech like a Chinese? Maybe .. and I score 24/30 .. not bad for a loud voice and interesting topic that got all attention. Anyhow , I do not feel disgusted when I admit that I'm PLU.... as I'm so open minded..... Not that open . =D
Thank to Joe helping me in this topic too....
Zen I did mention you in my presentation... you're famous already.
Stars~
It was so cute that time.....
Now each stars I fold may have a message inside, its like I'm treating it as a locket to keep my trouble away and it does help me feel better after writing the feeling down on a strap of paper and just fold it on.. making me feel much more ease up.
Sometimes the stars I fold with meaning.. I will just give it out even it carries painful memories of mine to my friends and who knows, they won't open the stars rite =D and the memories just go off like that.