bloggie...

what if you use something that been used before by your lover's ex
and by using it may help to contact each other easier.

i don't know what am i feeling now.
tomorrow i got trails, on account (i not sure i am taking or not)
and i still be like this.
sad, angry, jealousy?
one word, haiz...

becouse of my mistake,
i got to suffer some part to gain happiness izzit?
i don't want to suffer this pain anymore.
sometimes i really feel i'm not the right one for penguin.
yeah...
it's a normal feeling for everyone i guess,
i hope i can just pull out from this 'thing'






i so blur now,
i don't feel like sleeping now,
i just blur,
i don't even know how to say it out to penguin..
as i dun want hurt penguin,
but i sense that penguin is not feeling well,
haiz.