YOU CALL ME A CHEATER?

FU*K LA...
THIS THE 1ST TIME EVER SOMEONE CALL ME A CHEATER IN ANY ONLINE GAME I PLAYED
SHIT HIM NOOB DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO PLAY AND DON'T UNDERSTAND SIMPLE ENGLISH
AND CAN CALL ME A CHEATER!?
FU*K THAT STUPID BRAINLESS PLAYER KNOW ONLY POINT FINGER
IF I KNOW HIM OR SHE IN REAL LIFE
I GRANTEE HE OR SHE WILL BE BACK HOME HALF DEAD
DAMN FU*KING NO MOOD TO PLAY ANY GAMES
AND I ALWAYS HOST GAME THAT HE JOIN
I WILL MAKE SURE HE SUFFER WHEN HE JOIN IN ANY GAME WHICH I JOIN
NITE

care for mother earth

yup.... this word is always been spread out by media all around the world
but who really cares?
they just want to be either famous, rich, and greedy.
but remember ignoring the main source of this god creation may bring harm not only to everyone, to everything that are sitting under and above it.
everyday the world either got new record of strange weather
and climate changes
this may sound lame for all those out there but when you really put aside everything and start thinking the effect
you might get frighten
therefore please care for mother earth

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just wondering...a thing,
thinking of it day by day,
but didn't realise what is the reason,
for me to discover what am i thinking,
every time when i feel one kind,
i always think of it,
but,
when can i stop thinking of it?
why did i do it the first place?
lost of my self-confident?
or just wan to have fun?
i feel like i'm not right always,
when i am beside you,
i feel it,
feel strange and secured at the same time,
for what i did,
you forgive,
but for what you did,
i blame it on me,
i'm the one who cost all this misery,
from the start,
and i willing to change,
just for you,
cause i can't afford to lose you anymore,
as i did experince bad,
hurting moments when i lost you,
like a baby who lose it mother,
keep on crying,
but i did my best,
to hide all my tears,
as though i don't give a damn on it,
but deep in my heart,
the cold and painful heart,
keep pumping sending a message,
that i still need you,
to warm me up,
i need you,
sounded like i'm just a selfish person,
who just want you by myself,
and not letting you go even a metre away,
if do,
i feel that my life is unsecured,
and keep on falling,
i'm sorry,
i know,
sorry is just a word,
which can't change anything,
but now i learn my mistake,
and you,
only you,
is who i need.

tagged by nick......(someone force me do it - -)

Tags? what thats?.
who i wonder?

1.Penguin
2.FattyKris
3.Pinapple
4.Joel
5.GarySnail

- -"

here goes the question




Questions.

1. How did you meet 1?
- Hmm... someone intro 1 to me online...

2. On a scale of 1 - 10, how would you rate your friendship with 1?
- 10.

3. How long have you known 4?
- around 1 year.

4. How do you know number 3?
- same school...and she like eat alot...(can fit in a garbage bin XD)

5. Where's 5?
- at home watching porn... i guess....he the porn supplier in the tuition center.

6. A fact about number 1?
- love me ....... a lot!!! XD

7. Who is 4 going out with?
- with his gay friend i guess XD

8. What does 1 do for a living?
- follow the mother and bug her XD

9. Would you live with number 3?
- hmm i prefer live with number 1

10. What do you like about number 2?
- too emo!!! XD and more emo story to read!

11. Do you miss number 5?
- nah...i call him for dota or td...

12. Would you make out with number 4?
- NO.... not my type anyway XD

13. What's your opinion on number 2?
- TALK ALOT oF CRAPS!!!!!like me XD

14. What's your favourite memory with number 5?
- lost in td XD

15. What will you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
- GOD PLEASE BLAST ME OFF

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5?
- in game and tuition..yes....other no..

17. Have you ever slept at 2's house?
- her mum might roast me naked

18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot?
- not so...

19. Who have you known the longest?
- Number 2 and number 5

20. What will happen if number 1 and 5 have a relationship?
- GOD PLEASE BLAST ME AGAIN!

21. How often do you talk to 1?
- EVERYTIME!!!

22. What about 2?
- always bug me to blog....

23. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
- oh please....

24. Would you go on a date with number 5?
- if he a girl i might be...

25. Do you dream about number 2?
- i dremt of a tuna fish...but not as fat as number 2

26. What did no.4 did to you that you can never forget?
- HE DID SOMETHING ON THE WEBCAM!!!

27. What have you done for/to 1 that the person never forgets?
- hehe be the no 1 in number 1 heart

28. What's 3's hobby?
- eat and merajuk!



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- GARY
- Colin
- VHISHY
- Juliowati

OMG...salad....

i used to love salad.....
chicken salad...
fish salad...
pork salad...
vegetable salad...
organic salad...
and more...

but now..... the word PHOBIA can best replace it now...
everyday keep eating the same thing...(got some reason....but i won't expose my family issue....NOT BECAUSE OF MY FAMILI IS POOR !! IF YOU EVER THINK THAT, I'M SO GOING GET YOU!)
the same thing......day by day
and poof...
phobia...

this the first year ever i ate that much amount of salad.....
in my life!
but whoever wants to go on diet...
maybe it good thing..
but don't be too over...

Pain?....i just know one thing...

HUNGRY!!! that is the only think i feeling now..
and do miss someone (later i scare someone will nag me)
don't even ask me why am i hungry..
it's not i want to torture myself..
but this METAL AND SPRING IN MY MOUTH KILLING ME..

hungry.....
and even worst yesterday before i slept
i go cilok my mum recipes book..
and have a look...
now ... the image of the food i saw in the book
just appear T_T...pity me

try getting hold of not thinking any food now....
relax....relax....relax....I CAN'T!!!!!!

dotz.......

【兄弟嘛..】Rahaal: aiyo....when can become visual kei. so fat. try harder says:
who is your first then?
NeKo -Password Confused- PeNgUiN!!!!!!!! says:
ar
NeKo -Password Confused- PeNgUiN!!!!!!!! says:
first?
【兄弟嘛..】Rahaal: aiyo....when can become visual kei. so fat. try harder says:
cutest
NeKo -Password Confused- PeNgUiN!!!!!!!! says:
lol
NeKo -Password Confused- PeNgUiN!!!!!!!! says:
of course me
NeKo -Password Confused- PeNgUiN!!!!!!!! says:
wakakakka
【兄弟嘛..】Rahaal: aiyo....when can become visual kei. so fat. try harder says:
=.=
【兄弟嘛..】Rahaal: aiyo....when can become visual kei. so fat. try harder says:
other than you?
NeKo -Password Confused- PeNgUiN!!!!!!!! says:
my cj7

hehe... someone asked me this question so i answer.... it while i blogging XD
don't feel i'm 'paiseh' ...... this is reality anyway ...XD
but to tell you the truth... my penguin is still the cutest for me XD

WHO THE HELL GREETING OUTSIDE MY HOUSE THAT LOUD !!!!

WOOT! getting ready to fail !

ADDITIONAL MATHEMATIC
i hear that sound also feel one kind..
today... i having gastric and doing PAPER 2 of the devil paper..
haiz...
result --> failing (i hope not)

anyway today i skipped tuition class in kasturi..
who knows anyway..
and i was not in a good mood
just because of the two paper....
amazing..i finally realise how important is that subject ..
even now i feel one kind...... and also feel lazy (as usual 'if you know me long enough')

in conclusion,
i bug penguin and bring me out to penguin house..
sleep and have fun....
'what kind of fun is non your business' =P

and also late for PTUT class....
and back early XD

yesterday was my bad day too....
my favourite tooth been flatten at the sharp edge T_T
now become straight flat .. (like a ball of plasticine fall on the ground with high impact....impulsive force ¬.¬ physics....)

what am i feeling rite now is total blank...
and emoting dotz....
and i placed an amazing caption in my msn messanger..
and i didn't realise that there were a lot of feedback XD
!!!

hehe penguin .....
don't get angry .. later your igloo melt...
then you have no where tostay
but for you... my house gate always welcomes you...
XD!!

OpS...S

penguin read my blog ......
and maybe a bit envy...
don't worry K?
still love you the most even though i told that i have someone special before
but i can tell you there is no word that i can say about you..
not that i don't love you or blah blah.... but really no words can describe about you in me..
i just want you in my life ...
without you, i suffer like a astronaut running out of oxygen in space XD..

anyway,
physics paper 1 for today was hard....
as usual..
50 question....
each one contain 3 to 5 answers..
and got to choose one only
either A,B,C,D or E...
like picking a life and death line..
for 50 times...
it is hard!?

paper 2 was easy a bit...
i guess but i was able to answer all
so happy and i did few calculation XD
so lucky..
and my chocolate finish just before the school break - -
and it is now 50 days more before my SPM come...
not nervous also..

Arrrr tuna... i blog adi XD
don't complaint i didn't blog at all already..

beside.. today i went IKEA..
not to get idea but to help my eldest bro to buy something for his new shop
in the new mall
name..
hmmmm
if i not mistaken..it is named brew mall.... something like that..
located at the exit of the round-about out from selayang and head straight .....
and pass trough the tesco selayang...
and it was boring there....as not all shop are fully open yet!

I called Maxis Hotline...

just want to ask a question,
it eat up all my credit ....(1.94 ringgit)
but anyway i soon going to change into DIGI anyway,
maybe,
but i really wish can maintain HOTLINK number,
because of some reason.... (don't want to tell you)
but haiz,
eat up alot when wan to contact penguin,
haiz.


Change your telco, but keep your mobile number.

bloggie...

what if you use something that been used before by your lover's ex
and by using it may help to contact each other easier.

i don't know what am i feeling now.
tomorrow i got trails, on account (i not sure i am taking or not)
and i still be like this.
sad, angry, jealousy?
one word, haiz...

becouse of my mistake,
i got to suffer some part to gain happiness izzit?
i don't want to suffer this pain anymore.
sometimes i really feel i'm not the right one for penguin.
yeah...
it's a normal feeling for everyone i guess,
i hope i can just pull out from this 'thing'






i so blur now,
i don't feel like sleeping now,
i just blur,
i don't even know how to say it out to penguin..
as i dun want hurt penguin,
but i sense that penguin is not feeling well,
haiz.

-_@'''

ARGH! ...
F*** THE PTUT TUITION CLASSES IM TAKING NOW..
i wish i can just stop T_T.
but i have been there like around 6 solid years..
well i know them well and they know me well
like brothers ^^
but sometime .. too over
exspecially additional mathematic and mathematic..
honesty...(i don't dare to be so open when i am in tuition)
that tutor don't know how to teach addidional math well..
man ... i always feel bored and try to get the right key to understand what he teach!
and come worst to worst..... my friend will ask me to teach and explain to him IN DETAIL when i trying to GET MY ASS OUT FROM THE MAZE....
..
now i am in deep ship i guess...
so blur....
so lost....
and i am envy of something...
but i don't even know what or why..

my tarot reading give me strange result..
King Of Wands
9-Chalices
10-Pentacles
6-Pentacles
10-Wands (upside down)
and Queen Of Sword (upside down)
..
what i know is ...
'i need someone to retain back my satisfaction or physical well-being and some gratification to obtain a sucess to overcome my dificult characteristic'

well i dun know what that mean acually XD..
but some part i feel like it true...
i am a type who people cant really understand me..
even me..

-_@'''

last post on 30 august 2008...where 31st?

Merdeka...
Negaraku....v.2.0 (if you play GG client...in D.O.T.A RPG Room 1(Malaysia) you will see it..)
Najib special skill....-----> FINGER TO DEATH !!!!
and beside..
31st august.... went out ..
1) Tuition
2)JLN Pudu Indian Temple (Tuition anual examination prayers..i always go except last year)
3) Pavillion (bored!)
5) La Queen ( don't even ask me to go there again....i anti it)
6) Mamak....( the guy infront of me knew me..but i don't know until i chat with him just now !)
7) Penguin house (DON't FlY to youR ImAginaTion WoRLd thank...)

beside...i send a SMS... to my mum....and guess what
IT HELPS ALOT !!! (solve 50% only) - -
whether it last or not i don't even care ...

31 august...
sleep until 4p.m... woke up penguin fetch me back ..
and play GG Client!! the whole day and night XD
till 6...

1st september
woke up at 7....am - - One hour sleep......
went out eat bakuteh...but HAIZZZ
i can't bite hard today... damd spring in my mouth ...
and i went back and sleep again till 11am ..someone called...
'ARE YOU COMING OR NOT' = = " ..
disturbmy sweet dream T_T....

12.45..went out to kfc seri gombak (whos idea is that....wrong kfc place)
then we talk and crap and went mc donald buy something cold to eat XD

afterday went wangsa maju to meet penguin then the end for now

i lazy type XD