Sunday, March 14, 2010

??....Random?

Wondering what am I to you now. I'm confused, and even I don't even know how to face it well. I wonder when i broke up with you, some of my ex find me back...... and new people that want to chase me ....even they didn't see me in real before, and there is one special now..... but I'm not that ready.... afraid that I might use this feel just to replace the missing feel when I'm with you. What is special in me? Why people like me where you just used me?.... I keep confusing myself... YOU ARE GONE... .... forever..? or temporary?....seconds ago? or years apart?.....There are times where I said to myself....Pingu.... Pingu.... where are you now? How are you?............................then I just knock off my mind thinking that PINGU HAD GONE! PLEASE DON'T THINK OF IT ANYMORE!
Hurtful moment when my mind against my emotional.....

2 comments:

dian said...

90% of ur post is about that person.......

Unknown said...

"Hope lies on earth,
disappointment lies in between.
Happiness lies on earth,
sadness lies in between.
Life's like a dream,
an unpredictable dream.
The existence of us isn't about hope,
but the experience got during the process of disappointment."

tis was the poem i created bac when i was 14.. :)
it helps me thru a lot.. :)
although i don understand wat had happened in ur life..
but.. i wish i could help.. :)

look around u.. wat have u got after he was away.. :D
stop focusing on the negative side.. n' start focusing on the positive..
u gain friends.. trust.. the experience.. :D
hope it doesnt bore u..
understand the poem n' u'll know..
if u need any help bro.. tell me kay.. i hope i'm the 1 u can trust.. :)