29 / 12 / 2009

Failure is one of the most common thing happen to me always. Yet each time we get back and break, we don't seem to realize the mistake we did. But as for today, I call it off, I guess forever? or soon. You keep saying that you needed me, yet get bored of the relationship, though it's my fault, yet you keep blaming me for everything even though you FUCKING DID IT YOURSELF.

I losses myself, my friends, my time for you. Yet what did I get in return? A break up? I actually thinks that we will be better in future but you said, memories hunting you... and yet keep using it to dump me aside , and when you are so damn down , you came back to me, and soon dump me again, making me look stupid in front of my friends.

I just wants to ask you this;

Am I a just a TOY that was bought from SOMEWHERE CHEAP that became BORED to you?

You are so selfish and only cared about yourself neglecting what does other feels. Everything must do it YOUR way, what you did is ALWAYS RIGHT, and IF NOT you will be mad even for a small matter. You don't even let anything goes into your mind when you lost your stupid TEMPER, and this keep on making me thinks that you just have not reach the maturity level yet, still a small kid who will get upset when lost a toy.

You got back with me YESTERDAY and today I call it off, as you said... you got bored. You don't even need me when you got someone else there. So what for I accepted you and have to suffer later on. Some more I do not even have friends to trust and share all my problems to, as I keep all in me. Yet all this problem now can be shared trough my blog since I made it into private , not much people will notice my blog anyway~