27 / 12 / 2009

I miss you,
I need you,
I love you?

It is true that we both need each other?
I felt it is strange when we are now apart
You don't trust me anymore
What the meaning of LOVE
Where there is no trust left.

I thought before Christmas eve, we can get back together
Celebrating Christmas together
But all these is just a fantasy which did not happen
You were bored in the relationship
Memories hunting you
Why do you still wants me back
When you can't let all this go?

It is you wants me to be with you?
And ignore all my friends for you?
We are not together as you told your friends
When you chat with your new friend
So why bother to care me?
Let me have my life back
So I can really be myself back
A freethinker.

You said you don't want to contact me
Cause I don't want to follow your order
To me,
Although it is hurting,
I felt that ARE you really mature?
In Love?
If even you need me,
I will try not to let me need you anymore
I'm really scared of repeating history again.