one week holiday over...die me..

there will be a few days holiday before my exam..... just one or two days only
this will be the last long school break for me .. and after that ....the longest break...
but one thing for sure...
i din't study that well XP
Went out to Sg. Wang and enter Lau Yat....
with Tuna ..and her big fat lap top which fit in just nice in my bag..
and before that trip happen.....
i fed up on someone and decided to move on without any regret...
but then i got back with penguin ..
as what my tarot reading predicted..
but there is still something bad will happen.
that might pull me back...
if i manage to overcome it , i may be forever with penguin XD
if not... total opposite i guess... (i don't wan to open this card reading)..
and i think i am suffering it now....
may take sometime for me to overcome it ALONE!
to my latest ex:

'F''K OFF MAN...MY LIFE MY DECISION...YOUR LIFE IS A BITCH AND DUN GO AROUND
TELL PEOPLE NOT TO COMMUNICATE WITH ME...little kid...even worst than
Britney....'

Okie i guess i am starting to have some emo-characteristic...
i cut my hand...but not that deep..and don't even scare of the pain there..
when i cut, i feel it helps to cover the sadness that i suffer.....even though is a stupid way...
and yeah.....Tuna and I ..criticize the way 'gays' wear in Sg.Wang.... so stupid...XP.....

Am I a good person anyway?