07 Oct 2009

This moment, I will just try to be myself.
To hold on, continue hide my emotions,
where I will be no more be with you anymore,
all this while, i been so excited about you being around me,
and also worry,
of what?....
Hurting you again,
I should have not appear back into your life,
I should have not contact you that moment,
If i can , i would like to travel back in time,
stopping myself from sending a simple message,
that ruins both of our life,
even i still cant forget you that moment,
i believe that when i see your happy face,
i will too be happy together even though we aren't together
why? from yesterday i didnt cry...
and now i cant even stop crying?
why i cant always share the exact feeling that i facing to you and other?
im such a failure .... the biggest fool on earth..
i love you...
i miss you...
i need you...
but i know, there is other whom are better then me and can make you much more better then you being with me....
im so blur now...
help me